October 1st, 2005
|08:14 pm - Ummmm.... urrr.|
OK..... so weirdo me has started saying things like
"You've got a great character" Thank to Paige
"Frank Iero is the sex."
lol. Way...... fads huh. I will forget I even said those things in alittle while.
So, me and Ryan have been doing good. Oh.... havent posted in awhile. Ryan is like my brother best friend and I date him now. So thumbs up to me.
I met this cool guy named Jodie. He is *beautiful*.
Ummm..... my brains dead right now so im gonna go.
July 26th, 2005
|11:12 am - man man man... so much to post and so little time.|
Ok. Um. first im so happy. Ive been like great since Friday because me and Eddie were about to end our conversation and he goes "Sarah, your beautiful." And at that moment im stunned. I like cant even think so I go "Wait... um What." and he gets all quiet ands like "Nevermind, anyway love ya. Bye." And then I say love you and bye and he hangs up and im just sitting there for like 15 minutes with the home in my hand replaying the conversation in my head. Its crazy, I know.
(Ok.. one thing done.)
I've been watching Brat Camp lately and I really like that show. Its really great. And man.... im just woooooooh happy so yeah. Im gonna stop. bye.
Current Mood: ecstatic
June 30th, 2005
|06:53 pm - I is loved|
He he. Um... just now letting it sit in. I am loved, I guess.... well liked. And thats good aswell. He he. I cant help but smiling when I think about it. Is something wrong with me?? I think I just giggled and Jamie isnt here to slap me. lol. The only thing wrong is Jamie. She isnt here and she used to date him and she told me, exact words. "I want him happy." But she probably wasnt like... with you. You know, she probably didnt even think about it and now is driving me crazy cause she isnt here and he likes me and its stressful. Darn you love. Tis ok though... i'll get through, hopefully.
Yay for summer flowers. I want a flower halo.... hmmm. *conjures up evil plan* *evil smirk aswell*
I've been watching the scholar and its great. Davis the dork. He he. Me and my sissy Panda wanna go see Willy Wonka. He is so funny. "Your Weird... *gigles*"
Harry Potter is coming back soon. Thank God for that. It was like I was taking crazy pills or something without it.
Now off to the bat cave... Well actually off to find prettiful pictures of Frank Iero. *gasp... faint*
And YAY Hawthorne Heights is coming to North Carolina, BABY!!!
"Midnight skies turn scarlet red..."
Whoop Whoop. Well better actually finish this time.
So long and farwell my dying love. (A.k.A Manda Panda... sorry but you have to be taken down.)
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Hawthorne Heights blasting in my head.
May 14th, 2005
|10:40 am - Hey|
Ok..... Im gonna play alittle game. Im gonna give you a song lyric then you give me the artist and the title. Fun.... ok. (And Manda Panda, if you play you can only guess 3 because these are your C.D's. lol.)
1. "Your cold with Disappointment while im drowning in the next room."
2. "Im outside of your window with my radio."
3. "Wake up the dawn and ask her why. A dreamer dreams she never dies."
4. "Those lonely eyes have seen it all but love's to blind to understand."
5. "Do you wish apon a star or does everything just out of reach seem just too far away."
6. "Ive lost my fear of falling... I will be with you."
7. "And all I could do was touch her long blonde hair."
8. "And im not asking for painted memories: I only want to know you're here."
9. "But you left alone and I know how it feels to walk out on your own."
10. "And her body keeps me warm. Im happy here."
11. "But you want fool me. Im smarter than that, yeah."
12. "Dear them to call me out."
13. "Love will draw us in to take our fear away."
14. "We'll laugh about it like we knew it all was happening."
15. "In a dream I can't escape You said."
16. "Standing in line to see the show tonight and theres a light on."
17. "I cant deal with your lies. I wish I could watch you drown and die."
18. "You dont even blink now, do you, or even look away."
Thats all for now guys. have fun.
Current Mood: sleepy
March 26th, 2005
|08:12 am - Frank Iero|
I LOVE Frank Iero. Let me repeat, I LOVE Frank Iero. Frank Iero is from the wonderful band "My Chemical Romance." He...... oh....... he is so hot. Its hard to explain. I think im gonna turn Meagan on everyone because he is just perfect. He really is.
For your guys enjoyment I have provided a picture.
Now I must go.
*So Long And Good Night.... So Long And Good Night*
Current Mood: Undecribeable
Current Music: Anything My Chemical Romance
February 22nd, 2005
|07:02 am - grrrr......|
You dont know how angry I am. Two of my great friends are at a concert today while I have to go to school. To top it all off their going to see 'My Chemical Romance'. 'My Chemical Romance'. Not fair. They got front row seats and all. *Pouts. Wish my mom would have let me go.
Well, going. *sigh They get to have fun while I practice "Romeo and Juliet" in Honors English.
Current Mood: annoyed
December 24th, 2004
|01:12 pm - Love|
My Beauty today is Love.
Love, to me, is beautiful because when your in love nothing else matters. And when someone loves you, you feel beautiful inside and out. You have this wonderful feeling everytime you think of them and when you look into their eyes and travel to the depths of the soul and say millions of things without a trace of sound, you know you love them. Nothing can take away the fact that you love them and nothing can take away the fact they love you. Its a crazy little thing, love is. You think you have it and you don't really. It's hard to find and rare and once you have it you know because all you think about is them and all you want is them. Love and beauty go hand and hand because love is beauty and beauty is love. Love is beauty because love lifts you up and makes you have all this emotions and you feel perfect. Beauty is love because beauty is things you find and for some odd reason you like.
Current Mood: mellow
December 23rd, 2004
|03:03 pm - Beauty|
I have set out to find beauty. Each day I will write about a different type of beauty. It may be a tear stained face of a friend long gone or a flower in bloom or a sunset with the purples and pinks and oranges and all the emotions it contains.
I'm starting this because a few days ago Paige, Danny, and me were talking and we saw this wonderful sunset. And it was the most wonderful sunset we had ever seen. It shown with such passion as if somewhere in the world two lovers had just met. It was then that we realized how much we missed beauty like that everyday. People are so into their own little problems they miss everything around. I have found myself countless times like this.
So each day I will write about something beautiful I saw that day.
I think Ricky Fitts from American Beauty said it best. (Yes I qoute American Beauty, one of the best movies ever.)
And thats the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and... this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember... and I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it. Like my heart's going to cave in.
It rained today. It was so beautiful and I realized how much beauty I had already missed. As the rain trickled down my neck and tickled my chest I felt beauty and when the rain drops collected on my cheeks I knew like for me would never be the same. Anyone who reads this should join my deal. Each day you will find one thing of beauty and each day you will grow.
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: My Chemical Romance- I'm not okay. (I promise)
|01:36 pm - Yay... Lost.|
Current Mood: awake
December 8th, 2004
|06:43 pm - Bee bop your way apon my journal|
I just heard about this movie. Its about gay cowboys and its just crazy. It has a make out seen and everything. Will find name of the movie for you guys.
|06:38 pm - quizzie|
You Are the Individualist
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
Current Mood: looks more like im eating.
Current Music: My panda friend Danny binging on my messenger